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Jul. 5th, 2005 01:07 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
My bank account balance is higher than it should be based on transactions; and all the transactions I have made are showing in the account detail, so it's not like it's just delayed or something.
According to my online bank info, I have about $500 more than what my brain thinks I have. This makes me nervous.
Also nervous about the job interview tomorrow.
Vaguely nervous about some other things, but I am mostly just trying not to think about them, because I honestly can't tell if this is just general tension overspill, or if those issues actually warrant the nervousness.
Did you ever look back at a really busy few days, and realize that certain moments were like tiny little oases? I want to be back at Jadi's, around 9pm Saturday night ... when it was just me, Jadi, Tracy and Shaylan. It was so lovely and just ... just easy to be there. I didn't have to be anyone; I didn't have to pretend. I didn't have to worry about anything. I could just be.
According to my online bank info, I have about $500 more than what my brain thinks I have. This makes me nervous.
Also nervous about the job interview tomorrow.
Vaguely nervous about some other things, but I am mostly just trying not to think about them, because I honestly can't tell if this is just general tension overspill, or if those issues actually warrant the nervousness.
Did you ever look back at a really busy few days, and realize that certain moments were like tiny little oases? I want to be back at Jadi's, around 9pm Saturday night ... when it was just me, Jadi, Tracy and Shaylan. It was so lovely and just ... just easy to be there. I didn't have to be anyone; I didn't have to pretend. I didn't have to worry about anything. I could just be.
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Date: 2005-07-05 01:21 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-07-05 01:23 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-07-05 01:27 pm (UTC)I know you'll do fine on the interview, and I hope it turns out to be just what you need. Being nervous sucks, especially when you have so much to think about you lose track of what's really worth your time and concern.
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Date: 2005-07-05 01:29 pm (UTC)You doing anything tonight? Call me.
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Date: 2005-07-05 02:51 pm (UTC)Everything will be alright...
You will be fine...
Your interview will be fantastic because you are the Center of the Universe, and what business in their right minds would pass up the opportunity to have access to the Center?
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Date: 2005-07-05 03:00 pm (UTC)