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My bank account balance is higher than it should be based on transactions; and all the transactions I have made are showing in the account detail, so it's not like it's just delayed or something.

According to my online bank info, I have about $500 more than what my brain thinks I have. This makes me nervous.


Also nervous about the job interview tomorrow.


Vaguely nervous about some other things, but I am mostly just trying not to think about them, because I honestly can't tell if this is just general tension overspill, or if those issues actually warrant the nervousness.



Did you ever look back at a really busy few days, and realize that certain moments were like tiny little oases? I want to be back at Jadi's, around 9pm Saturday night ... when it was just me, Jadi, Tracy and Shaylan. It was so lovely and just ... just easy to be there. I didn't have to be anyone; I didn't have to pretend. I didn't have to worry about anything. I could just be.

If it can go wrong, it will.

I just spent the past two and a half hours trying to get my truck to start.


I have an interview at 9am and I'm calling towing companies to get my truck to Steve. It might be the starter. There's no way I can have my truck back in time. I might have a ride from D for the interview.


I can't even curse anymore.

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If there was ever any doubt whatsoever, Shanda is the bucking fomb.

She has lent me her truck, and is driving her Mom's. I'll be able to get to the interview tomorrow without pulling D away from a second study session in a row.